move on for a while

 For a while, after have a nice talk with my friend. im gotta feel my empty space. forget for a while. lupakan buat sementara waktu, makin dipikir makin sakit kapla ku. urm.. kerja..kerja..kerja kilang pon aq xkisah da.. 

start aq tulis benda nei. aq akn cari kerja. da dapat bru blh pk blik semua masalah..hahaha bru smbg tulis blog balik. pening aq pk...kurgkn dulu pikiran yg buat sakit... peace^^'

lps tue..bwu smbg belajar blik..i make so much wrong decision before this. urm....



status; masih migrain...bwu pas telan panadol 13 biji....belum ada effect lg.... >.<

Sad By Now ;'(

Semalam aku gaduh ngan papa aq, atas pilihan aq yg cme nk go on. Skrg, dia xambik taw da pasal aq.. ;'(

sedih sgt, then aq try ckp dgn "someone". Only she can help me to make my father trust me back. But, she

also let me in this situation. Ya allah. adakah pilihan aq salah?

Then aq mle la duk piki. piki itu ini, smpai migrain aq rasa. smpai aq hentak kepala aq kt dinidng. sakit terhantuk sakit lagi di dalam kepala aq.  Why could this happen? i really dont understand. Someone we chose, but she still refuse. sakit otak aq pk.

To the one i mean. plz understand, just help me to get my father trust back. he so disappointend with my chose. then he ask me to get the thing i chose before he can trust me back. oh god. plz help me.

;'(

[aq sedih sgt....migrain gle, aq minta tlg kwn2 aq..tp...urm...aq kua bli air pon smpai jatuh tangga...luka tngn aq...jatuh air yg aq bli..sedih gle...smpai cmnei aq rasa...]

dedicated to THALASEMIA Members

 Sometime, we wish never get these disease, but this is our fate. Jenuh juga bila setiap kali kne pergi hospital, check darah. kalo kurg, tmbh darah. aq kdg2 kne thn smpai seminggu..sdih..tp ini la hidup... nk wt cmne..sabar terima. mgkn ini anugerah. yang baik semua dtg dari allah. last treatment aq. bulan lepas. tp nasib bek xtmbh darah. even keadaan aq da kritikal gak la.. only god know.. ada yg dapat khabar.. u will survive only for a few years.. urm..kesian mereka...aq? only allah yg taw... >.<..skrg nei...aq da mle teruk2..bdn mkin lemah..nose bleeding mkin teruk..rambut mkin gugur pon da mkin byk..xlme blh botak la cmnei...

"Save You"

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (oh)